i love the crunchy leaves and the fact you can see yourself breathing out, i love the cold mornings, and times spent in starbucks warming up. I love the exchanging of christmas presents, and how i meet relatives i don't see often, christmas dinner is something i wait all year for. I live for the sales, up on boxing day and i'm gone armed with my christmas money. My december is pretty jammed pack though, maths mocks sleepovers swimming competitions injections christmas shopping and coursework. I do wonder some times how I manage do everything.
Saturday, 28 November 2009
Sunday, 1 November 2009
a simple message
I clutched my phone and stared, my mood had been shattered, I prayed that this news simply couldn't be true, and that I had misunderstood. Then you confirmed by worst fears and my feet seemed to buckle under me, they couldn't bear the burden on my heart, and gave up. I wish i had given up trying a long time ago, it hasn't got me any further that I am now. I still stuck in the same vicious circle, with thoughts attacking me from every direction. You seem as if you simply couldn't care about what your actions do to me, how I can feel myself being ripped apart, every time you take a step further away.
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