new year new hair

i finally dyed my hair a brighter red and will go and get the permanent dye later on this week.

i hope you had a lovely christmas i got pretty much everything i asked for a new sofa to go in my room from ikea, DVD's, a new black cardigan and money. 

my sofa

some bits and bobs

Then yesterday i hit the sales in h&m where i got a scarf reduced to £1 a cable knit jumper and some acid washed jeggings. 

my new buys. 

Happy Christmas ♥

Happy Christmas

I'm off to finish wrapping up presents, and to greet my family coming over. Then i'm off to my cousins for the day even if they do annoy me like hell. I hope you all get what you want and have a lovely day.

♥

I mean what can I say

i feel so vain i have sat at home taking photos of myself to pass the time so i though i might as upload them they are in black and white because colour does not suit me.

i like you!

don't make me chase you.

okay maybe one colour one, why my hair looks bright red i'm not sure

it's normally some copper thing.

christmas time ♥

well i'm bored ¬¬

i've been shopping every day since i've broken up

spent all my money on frappuchinos and meal deals from boots

got cold and snowy from walking around aimlessly

hopefully tomorrow will be better

i'm going up to london probably around camden with some friends

i plan to buy a travel card and jump on whatever bus train i see until i have to leave

i love the joys of being a child some times.

go away snow

i actually hate this stupid stupid snow some times

i was stranded at a friend's waiting for a bus to arrive for half an hour and then decided to trek home which took an hour and a half by the time i got home i looked like a snowman and couldn't feel my feet. i mean don't get me wrong i love playing in it and getting days of school but when it stops me getting places well then it annoys me like hell.

dont melt away

i woke up to find this lovely snow had settled on my garden and logged on to the school website to see if they had given us the day off, well they hadn't. So i trudged all the way slipping over way to many times, to find out we would be finishing again at half 10, my one lesson consisted of watching elf and eating chocolate, then off i went home again, what a waste of a morning. Afterwards though i went to my friend Vicky's house with Lillie and we watched Wild child for a bit and ate a load of junk food. Then it was time to trek into bromley for a bit and get a caramel frappuchino how yummy, and do a bit of last minute shopping so all in all it was an ok day ♥

let it snow let it snow

well it snowed today and it has kind of settled, this has put me into such a christmasy mood, i also made a chocolate yule log in food tech which i promised my friend Florence (http://hauteiscouture.blogspot.com/) she could have some more as after all it is christmas. My presents are all wrapped and ready to give out. The decorations are all hanging up and i can feel christmas getting closer. As I write this i have about 25 different layers on an i'm still frozen with Elf on repeat in the background it is my favourite christmasy film ever.

a festive yule log

Happy Christmas ♥

Let me go

Get me out of this country

i want to be a free-lance writer

my dream is to be the girl to who lives in the tent in the middle of nowhere surrounded by the people i love, i couldn't care less about money, as soon as i've finished all my studies i'm gone.

It's not a rush decision its a fact.

Canada or Australasia not sure which yet, but i'm going, living a life out of this quiet suburb with nothing quite wrong or right about it. It's to perfect for me. I need change.

I crave moment and instability ♥

time for a new beginning

i need a fresh start?

in the words of rianna safia beaton, 'be a happy emp henrie'

it's harder said than done my life seems to falling apart under my feet

i want to crawl into a hole and die some days

i have this bubble around me, it makes me feel invincible

i just hope it doesn't burst any time soon

i swear i am going mad

i talk to myself

i panic over nothing

Aur Revoir

Well it's been two years, and frankly I miss you quite a lot? You've always been there for me even though you did break occasionally. So it feels so odd to not have you. Am i that sad that i miss my braces? The metal thats has inhabited my mouth and inflicted pain upon me, yet i miss it.

Anyway it's the first of december, time for a fresh start. Out with the old and in with the new. I promise, no more silly childish henrie, I will look forward and try to see the good side of things. I need to achieve my hopes and dreams. I will pass duke of Edinburgh and I will visit Vietnam for World Challenge. I need to pass my GCSE's, try to complete a-level english, decide a degree to study at university. Oh and carry on swimming 6 times a week. Why is my life so stressful?

Plane Jane

I'm just your average girl, the girl whose never happy with her body, i hate my legs. I can't stand the sight of them. I comfort eat, to ease the pain of nothing? I am the girl with the hair thats always a mess, that is never straight. The tangled lions mane. I know I'm not perfect, but why should I complain, least I'm alive I have the most amazing friends and thats all I could really wish for.

Henrietta Anne Shorter