gets louders and louder.

so yesterday was my friend's birthday and we went to quasar ( it's kind of like a laser shooting game if you didn't know),  and i was terrible i lost against seven year olds as we had no clue what to do in the first game. Yet we had better luck in the second game and we kind of just took over their base and set of this weird alarm thing the whole time i still don't really understand the game much.

yes i am the one lying on the floor.

Then we went back to my friend's house and just mucked about we had a treasure hunt to find gold coins and it turned into who could be the most violent. I don't know if any of you realised but last night was basically a full moon and sitting on a trampoline talking about the mighty boosh has a weird effect on your mind especially if your an egg and you seem to flying all over the trampoline.

slaps for alex.

you see this pinata i hit it so hard the bat broke.

She's the symbol of resistance

ah i hate my school wait am i allowed to say that?
seeing as they now stalk my facebook and we get told of for joining groups against the p.e staff as apparently it will cause us never to go to university and it's a priviledge to be able to sit down and be bored all lesson isntead of exercise. Does that even make sense? I probably shouldn't be writing this but fuck them!

all they say is nananana.

stress stress stress pretty sums up my mood
i would personally like to kill whoever came up with coursework modules essays and everything else it leaves me no time to relax after i've done my 14 hours of sport a week let alone by my best friend's birthday present, or revise for other exams. I guess it's back to internet shopping for me.

so far urban outfitters sale and free delivery has been a lifesaver i have bought her.

these earrings for £4.00

violet rose necklace for £6.00

and i just bought top for £9.99 for myself

burn baby burn.

i so want a polaroid camera but i don't have a clue which ones are good or not

has anyone got any reccomendations?

procrastination running circles through my head.

i so would love to meet:

russel brand ♥

Mary-kate and Ashley Olsen.

katy perry.

luke pasqualino

alexa chung

i would actually sacrifice a lot to meet these people 

and i think i would have a heart attack if i got to meet 

florence welch ♥

when your fifteen..

ah im so happy i finished my whole wall basically its covered head to toe in memories i'm just wondering wether i should continue onto the next wall?

i'm going out for a family meal tonight and am finally going to wear my new blue bodycon skirt from h&m.

I’ll leave when the wind blows.

i really wish i could believe everything you say yet it does not make any sense all the things i try to piece together and understand a simple sentence turns into a detailed explanation and i hate my self for all these doubts that hang over me. 

is it strange i like to answer questions? if you have any formspring me:

http://www.formspring.me/wandering

Maybe it's a fall from grace.

so i didn't get my ears pierced in the end as i didn't have ID to prove i was 16 when i'm only 14 so that was a bit of a fail. Me and my friend hobbled around London due to the fact that our doc martens were hurting like hell. 

and bought some bracelets from a hippie shop in camden due to this they stink of weed.

i love my bestfriend.

i know you think i'm crazy.

It is actually ridiculous the fact that I need a whole new wardrobe none of my clothes fit any more and I'm left with about 6 outfits, internet shopping hasn't been very successful so far but i will keep looking. However I did get a new jumper (above) from  primark and i love it.

you wanted kissing in the rain.

I went to the cinema to see Valentines Day with my best friend and went to nando's. If you haven't been there you have not lived it's amazing. Then we just mucked around at my house and being the bitches we are ripped up photos of people we disliked that were on my wall, as small as we could. It seemed to get rid of a lot of built up anger i guess. 

On wednesday I'm finally going to get my ears pierced after waiting for ages. Does it hurt that much?

Was this what was always missing?

it's finally half term and teachers decide to make us revise the whole time for mocks and modules and coursework so much for fun. Tomorrow is valentines day and i'm going out with a friend and boycotting the idea i don't really  see much point in the whole day to be honest, so were going to watch valentines day and have a good old shopping trip. I'm so stupidly excited for pancake day to as its my dad's birthday as-well so this means even more junk food for me to pig out on how healthy.

 

no make up
no styled hair
and yes i do have man shoulders i hate them.
this is how i look and what i wore to my nan's birthday meal.

What are you guys doing this halfterm?

blame it on the girls.

what i'm wearing out for a meal with friends tonight. my weekend looks like its going to be pretty good if all goes to plan. Curry sleepover and then shopping in london or might just starbucks it

someone must know.

have you ever felt something an emotion you shouldn't of?

i want to believe i did and that i've moved on yet i can't i'm stuck in this never ending day constantly repeating with words and photos spinning around.