i am the kind of girl who needs to be heard, i am lazy and withdrawn. most of the time i want to get away from everything and curl into a ball. I have an inability to gain weight a thing that drives me crazy, and i'm fed up of the saggy skin that covers my bones. I guess i pretend everything is ok, when in fact it's getting worse I over-exaggerate things in my mind and worry about the most stupid things. I do wonder some days if i'm going slowly insane pretending i'm someone i can never be. Maybe i chose the wrong decisions, it might just be my ADHD returning i really hope not it was one thing i could not control, it takes over my life, impairs my decisions i was only a small child then yet the doctors lied to me, they told me i was fine when the stuck needles in me and wires on my skin. Since then i trust no one i am paranoid about the smallest things. I secretly hate myself and i just want to stop.
Sunday, 10 January 2010
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