Oh if my voice could reach back through the past, I'd whisper in your ear, Oh darling I wish you were here.

Saturday, 31 October 2009

Take a deep breath, tuck the water in my chest

Spending a week in cyprus doing 4 hours of swimming in a 50m swimming pool, and then another 2 hours of running and stretching for a week doesn't sound exactly enticing does it? But I loved it, I grew closer to people, you could say i had drifted from, I forged new friendships with some of the most hilarious people ever. I stayed up all night with my best friends gossiping and painting our nails, laughing at the xfactor. I saw my first ever hurricane, over the horizon of coral bay. It will one of the most amazing weeks of my life, and I wish it never ended. The prank calling the crushing of biscuits, the hiding behind curtains, the laughs. the romances, the gossiping, the sunbathing, the bingeing on food. It truly was one of the most amazing experiences of my life.


The first thing I saw every morning ♥



Thunder lightning tornado hail..


Wednesday, 21 October 2009

Ignore me

I ask people to ignore me most days, as I know I speak a load of shit, it's highly opinionated and often wrong, so please don't listen to me. No one else seems to thank-you :)

Monday, 12 October 2009

Help me.

I hate you. Deep down anger. Raw emotion, straight from the soul. You are not the person I thought you are. You crave attention and use people. You chew people up and spit them out, when you get bored. You are the worst best-friend ever. The nightmare that simply won't go away. I live in fear of your remarks, as they are the ones that deal the hardest blows, as i know you tell the truth, but i simply can't let go of our friendship. Attention seeking some may call it, i just think your a sad little girl who needs to grow up and witness the real world. Not EVERYONE loves you, not everyone loves you. If i was to tell you the truth, I think you would find that it fact it is completely the opposite and I hope to god when you realize you feel humiliated, and have no one to turn to. I really really hope you fail in life, as you make me sick to the core how you act, you spoilt little pompous princess. I say all this, but tomorrow I will go back to loving you, as i can't imagine life without you, and thats what scares me the most.

i want to forget you so badly

i wish i could float back in time, before the leaves began to fall, when the sun still shone, when we were as happy as could be, and i would halt time, the never ending summer with you, yet it wasn't to be we broke like a fragile flower, delicate yet messy at the same time, i simply miss the way you made me feel on top of the world. I wasn't prepared to come crashing back down. You have stolen part of my heart and I doubt I will ever get it back, it was lost when I got that simple message that has changed how i think for a long time. ♥