Help me.

I hate you. Deep down anger. Raw emotion, straight from the soul. You are not the person I thought you are. You crave attention and use people. You chew people up and spit them out, when you get bored. You are the worst best-friend ever. The nightmare that simply won't go away. I live in fear of your remarks, as they are the ones that deal the hardest blows, as i know you tell the truth, but i simply can't let go of our friendship. Attention seeking some may call it, i just think your a sad little girl who needs to grow up and witness the real world. Not EVERYONE loves you, not everyone loves you. If i was to tell you the truth, I think you would find that it fact it is completely the opposite and I hope to god when you realize you feel humiliated, and have no one to turn to. I really really hope you fail in life, as you make me sick to the core how you act, you spoilt little pompous princess. I say all this, but tomorrow I will go back to loving you, as i can't imagine life without you, and thats what scares me the most.