i want to forget you so badly

i wish i could float back in time, before the leaves began to fall, when the sun still shone, when we were as happy as could be, and i would halt time, the never ending summer with you, yet it wasn't to be we broke like a fragile flower, delicate yet messy at the same time, i simply miss the way you made me feel on top of the world. I wasn't prepared to come crashing back down. You have stolen part of my heart and I doubt I will ever get it back, it was lost when I got that simple message that has changed how i think for a long time. ♥